Thursday, March 28, 2013
CUP: Lenten Devotional Day 45
Lenten Devotion Day 45
But Jesus answered, "You do not know what you are asking.
Are you able to drink the cup that I am about to drink?"
Late last night I set the table. Today is Maundy Thursday and our prayer station is the table...the table where cup was shared, bread was broken and feet were washed. Each Disciple has a seat around the table and as I set each place I tried to put myself in their shoes. What were they thinking this night? What was their mood?
I thought it would be Judas' place setting that gave me the most trouble but it wasn't...it was Peter's. Peter is the one that frightens me. Right or wrong I can firmly convince myself I could never betray Jesus...surely there is no Judas in me! But denial? Well, that is something altogether different. I sat in Peter's seat and wondered as his own confidence that he would never deny or abandon Jesus and yet before the cock crowed he had done so not once but three times.
"Are you able to drink the cup that I am about to drink?"
Peter was so sure he was...and eventually he did...but at that moment he couldn't.
Am I? Will I? Could I?